Living Through Healing

Finding how to live your life through the hazy fog of survival..... Some people don't know or will ever know how the pain window works.... Knowing your past programming and being in the present with strength takes time.... At least for me it took time... Realized that releasing programming comes with their emotions, thoughts and actions..... To a neutral state of being the only key to release.... But unfortunately seen as a bit of a robot... Taking apart my programming to see the flaws and strengths within.... Chaos externally was one of the things that you'll need to adapt to cause boy does healing manifest the chaos within.... Attracting and repelling new energies daily.... Healing for me was and still is a way of life.... But now allowing the chaos in seems to manifest in a more healthy direction.... Still honor the energies that help me and have a daily routine of healing but living my life has taken form... It is possible to live through pain and know strength once again....

 

A Technique

 As your releasing ask the issue to heal you.... For it knows the reason for it to be there... Involve higher consciousness but let the issue guide you to the memories of your trauma or block or whatever... Observe, be aware and feel what is coming to the surface (memories or emotions).... Your energetic system wants to help you heal....

Different Meditations

 I like to use charging meditations that fill me with love and other energies to push my issues to the surface so I may address them... Release them and move forward... As your issues surface they start to manifest in the conscious soup of your reality... Protection and healing can be maintained during these times to function (dharma protection)... But if you don't charge yourself you may forget about the higher vibrations and how fun they are... Love and peace... Remember...

Twin Hearts Meditation https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N884jNJJpGc  good one to start with... I like to use duality.... During meditation they call God.... I change that to God/Goddess in my mind... Just a thought...

The Pain Window

 As you become aware you will realize others attack you through ego, fear, guilt and shame and many others.... Some do it unconsciously and others consciously but you will start to develop some pain in knowing this... We can adapt by letting go of what they are attempting to trigger in you... When they attack consciously say in your head that this is harm... So be it... Log it and attempt to analysis what emotion and thought and actions in you that was triggered... Get rid of all that does not serve your highest and best good... You will start to realize that the pain window diminishes and strength has been put in its place in time...

Stopping The Pain

 Our bodies are biological computers reacting with energy of action, thoughts, and emotion. It's programmable and de-programmable but it's the how that can become troublesome and frustrating. Still with all the tools I use nowadays you think it would be easy but its persistence, patience and the belief that we can heal and it doesn't matter what others say, do or think of us, we can stop the pain. Peace.

Developing Prostration

When you prostrate you go into pure submission to surrender your issue to the dominant energy that you honor ex: Medicine Buddha... The Dom will know more than you could ever understand about the issue, sometimes we don't need to know more about it or what it is just that it released.... Energy sources that are the most dominant are the ones with little intentions and very acute. You will feel differences in time (more potent, length of time needed between healings and so forth).

Healing Oneself

 We could have an almost seemingly endless supply of issues and going to someone for them could be very tiring and expensive.... That's why learning in my experience to do it yourself little by little is a good way to go... We generally have more etiquette and forgiveness for ourselves than what other may have.... Experience comes with time... Developing what is important and what is just passing... Doing self-care spiritually can maintain a healthy way of life.... Peace....

Divine Blueprint

 What if we honor hundreds of energy sources (pray and give homage) what do we move towards then, in my mind the entire average of all of them. What could possibly exist that hundreds and thousands of gods, goddesses, entities, sources of energy comes from. I have called it a divine blueprint which I use light, dark, green, blue, purple, neon and on and on styles of sources. The purest forms of energy I have found have the littlest amount of intentions buried below so I say they are holy pure energies (less harm) which may conflict with other beliefs but this is my voice of my experiences. So if I am to move towards these hundreds and thousands of pure holy energies I must heal and release my intentions of my ideological beliefs to obtain fulfillment.

Finding The Positive In Each Day....

Its easy to get lost to the past with all the trauma and issues anchored there... To have overwhelming emotions and thoughts of past events screaming at you.... Take some time to be in the present and relax... Attempt to find the positive in your present day.... We need to be aware that like energy attracts like energy... No need to re-live karmic loops of the past.... Braking the continuous loop if there is one is key... Don't forget Dharma protection can help and a good salt bath..... Just to form a bit of a band aid as you heal....

You Are Not Concrete

 Don't listen to the people around you saying that you are one way and you can't change (born that way stay that way philosophy).... You are not concrete... We ebb and flow constantly with the energy that flows around us and through us.... Surround yourself with positiveness towards your transformation and watch the difference... Believe within and manifest people in your life that supports your new direction in life...

Developing Rapid Release

As you may have realized some of the issues need to be cleared quickly so that you can see under the surface... I have used prostrating in channeling(in my book), rituals(like LBR of Pentagram), and different techniques(ex: mantras) to free the clutter... Most issues are nothingness wanting a purpose.. Like ego...Not all things need to be removed and not all things need to stay, what releases is meant to... My belief is when in doubt heal and protect because you will feel a lot and see a lot of chaos around you but creating harmony for everything or everyone else except for yourself doesn't always help your survival... So surrendering our ideology to a higher vibration(prostration) works and is a simple way to rapidly heal....

Paying For Healings

Used many different styles of healers at the beginning until I learned some techniques for myself... One strong path of healing is Buddhism... I like to use Kopan Monastery in  Kathmandu, Nepal:  https://kopanmonastery.com/prayers-pujas/gift-of-prayers ... You pay for a year of them praying for you and I have used many others.. Friends on the path... Workshops are good to find others serious about healing... So many techniques to help you heal... Just need to stay open and receive teachings one way or another.... 

Eclectic Healing

There are so many paths we can go down... Soo many choices to make....  It can be overwhelming... The path of Eclectic healing of choosing your energy sources that you want to work with is a personal intimate choice... Take your time and you can always change your mind if you want to.... The way is to move forward not sit in the past even though that's where our trauma lies... Here is a list of paths you might take in Wikipedia: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_religions_and_spiritual_traditions According to some estimates, there are roughly 4,200 religions, churches, denominations, religious bodies, faith groups, tribes, cultures, movements, which at some point in the future will be countless...