Living Through Healing

Finding how to live your life through the hazy fog of survival..... Some people don't know or will ever know how the pain window works.... Knowing your past programming and being in the present with strength takes time.... At least for me it took time... Realized that releasing programming comes with their emotions, thoughts and actions..... To a neutral state of being the only key to release.... But unfortunately seen as a bit of a robot... Taking apart my programming to see the flaws and strengths within.... Chaos externally was one of the things that you'll need to adapt to cause boy does healing manifest the chaos within.... Attracting and repelling new energies daily.... Healing for me was and still is a way of life.... But now allowing the chaos in seems to manifest in a more healthy direction.... Still honor the energies that help me and have a daily routine of healing but living my life has taken form... It is possible to live through pain and know strength once again....

 

Oneness

 Learning about oneness is not a foreign thing to me but yet seems so far away.... Being bruised and letting go of all that doesn't serve your highest best good on a path of healing in the present.... Get a feeling of oneness periodically... My back straightens and feel right inside... Connections within strangers but not within the chaos of the shell that houses my ignorance to it.... Hopefully that feeling will be my reality...  Peace...

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Manifesting Our Inner Selves

 Energy wants to manifest through you.... Using caution with what is your true needs and wants is vital to stay healthy... Observation of your external and internal influences...  Mark something in your system as harm for immunity and protection from if it doesn't seem its a direction true to your inner well being.... Don't be afraid to gain immunity but it may change into a different form and manifest another way... So caution.... Be aware....

Becoming Like The Energy Source

 Just think when you idolize a person or surround yourself in a particular energy for example happiness you start adapting yourself slowly towards that source of interest,.. Maybe you start watching more comedies or change your hair, on and on. Why because the belief of sanctuary for your ideological happiness for a period may exist in that singular thing..... So be cautious when selecting your source energies to honor... You'll start to become a reflection of it....

A Technique

 As your releasing ask the issue to heal you.... For it knows the reason for it to be there... Involve higher consciousness but let the issue guide you to the memories of your trauma or block or whatever... Observe, be aware and feel what is coming to the surface (memories or emotions).... Your energetic system wants to help you heal....

Connected

We are all connected and influence each other especially DNA relatives... But sometimes you need a separation within to know what is you and where the others begin... Internal protection is a good thing... Using intuition and feeling what comes in and and what goes out needs to be develop.. Ebb and flow like the tides.. We can't blame the world for all the programming we have but it does take some blame... It will keep you in a stagnant state if allowed for the benefit of others... Its up to you to want change and become self-aware to what you are manifesting or influencing..... You'll always be connected...  Just how...

Needs and Wants

 I have had great success in finding some influences that are from me and from others when I am healing my needs and wants....  Some wants don't need to find life.... Needs need to become reality.... Food, shelter, personal well-being and many more are good needs and shouldn't be shadow of thoughts in hope... We can have prosperity even when others want it as well... Sharing the energy of prosperity is good and healthy even though some just take.... Heal within others taking without permission cause you can't drain your own cup empty it may never fill.... You need some prosperity to stay with you for prosperity is life.... You need to live... Peace....

The Pain Window

 As you become aware you will realize others attack you through ego, fear, guilt and shame and many others.... Some do it unconsciously and others consciously but you will start to develop some pain in knowing this... We can adapt by letting go of what they are attempting to trigger in you... When they attack consciously say in your head that this is harm... So be it... Log it and attempt to analysis what emotion and thought and actions in you that was triggered... Get rid of all that does not serve your highest and best good... You will start to realize that the pain window diminishes and strength has been put in its place in time...

Stopping The Pain

 Our bodies are biological computers reacting with energy of action, thoughts, and emotion. It's programmable and de-programmable but it's the how that can become troublesome and frustrating. Still with all the tools I use nowadays you think it would be easy but its persistence, patience and the belief that we can heal and it doesn't matter what others say, do or think of us, we can stop the pain. Peace.

Developing Prostration

When you prostrate you go into pure submission to surrender your issue to the dominant energy that you honor ex: Medicine Buddha... The Dom will know more than you could ever understand about the issue, sometimes we don't need to know more about it or what it is just that it released.... Energy sources that are the most dominant are the ones with little intentions and very acute. You will feel differences in time (more potent, length of time needed between healings and so forth).

Healing Oneself

 We could have an almost seemingly endless supply of issues and going to someone for them could be very tiring and expensive.... That's why learning in my experience to do it yourself little by little is a good way to go... We generally have more etiquette and forgiveness for ourselves than what other may have.... Experience comes with time... Developing what is important and what is just passing... Doing self-care spiritually can maintain a healthy way of life.... Peace....

Divine Blueprint

 What if we honor hundreds of energy sources (pray and give homage) what do we move towards then, in my mind the entire average of all of them. What could possibly exist that hundreds and thousands of gods, goddesses, entities, sources of energy comes from. I have called it a divine blueprint which I use light, dark, green, blue, purple, neon and on and on styles of sources. The purest forms of energy I have found have the littlest amount of intentions buried below so I say they are holy pure energies (less harm) which may conflict with other beliefs but this is my voice of my experiences. So if I am to move towards these hundreds and thousands of pure holy energies I must heal and release my intentions of my ideological beliefs to obtain fulfillment.

Adapting

Adapting is one of the hardest things to do because we need patience as we heal for we may be intune to an issue but cant heal it right away (root issues).... We must learn to adapt (important).... It may even create a pain window (seeing but cant stop it)... Patience and time ..... Like a spider in its web waiting for when the time is right.... It will release... If we can't protect from we adapt so the energy cannot harm us (spiritually, emotionally, etc)... By releasing our internal programming that allows for it to happen... Becoming more like your environment and influences(human Feng Shui).... Hopefully good and healthy for you...

Spiritual Survival

These pages are mainly spiritual survival... So remember this path is for you to heal and let go of your pain...With more training and education maybe one day you will live abundantly and prosperously with little attachments to the past... For now a good visualization and healing is.... Picture you surviving (obtaining little needs and wants, baby steps to start somewhere)... Then picture it going out from your body radiating as you see the rest of the world doing the same... Surviving and influencing each other.... Hold that in your head as long as you can clearing your issues that arise using rituals and channeling (rapid healing).... Release all that nothingness wanting a purpose... Some of it is good and lots of it isn't... At least in my experience of it... Note: Change surviving to whatever you want later on after your needs and wants start to appear but baby steps is key....

Simple Manifestation Technique

I state this technique for its a simple way of attracting what you want and repelling what you don't want..... 

Try writing it down first then... Picture three balls of light surrounding you like a pyramid..... To the left is all the pros of the manifestation. To the right all the cons.... Above your head picture them coming together and cancelling each other out creating your manifestation... Not only feel it but visualize it.. When you feel calmness and energy starting to radiate let go of it to the world... Don't hold onto how this will manifest just that it will manifest some way... Repeat as needed (daily for a week or two at first)...  For you may still have issues.... You can even rapid release the cons to further the process quickly...  Start off small and easy like wanting a parking spot... May have many issues blocking major manifestations like wealth related...

Finding The Positive In Each Day....

Its easy to get lost to the past with all the trauma and issues anchored there... To have overwhelming emotions and thoughts of past events screaming at you.... Take some time to be in the present and relax... Attempt to find the positive in your present day.... We need to be aware that like energy attracts like energy... No need to re-live karmic loops of the past.... Braking the continuous loop if there is one is key... Don't forget Dharma protection can help and a good salt bath..... Just to form a bit of a band aid as you heal....

Observation Not Psychic Abilities

Don't feel you need to have psychic abilities to heal for observation, feeling and intellect are tools I use in a lot of this work... Even though it would help.... You don't have to reach out of your body or mind.... This is internal work... Even though through this work you will get a sense of what others may be going through... You'll be dealing with your own issues... 

Channeling Prayers and Mantras

Channeling prayers and mantras helps you to monitor what is going on with yourself and rapidly releases what needs to be released.... You could be so blind at first to what is going on... We have our senses to monitor with... So feeling what your body is releasing takes time.... Emotions, thoughts, and wanting to take action.... Living biological programmable and de-programmable life... Channeling is a path that I hold in high regard for what is has given me...Sight in the darkness.... Its in my book the 2019 version.... A nice description of what to do..

Developing Awareness

Expecting that we are perfect machines able to be 100% empathic of the influences that influence for most of us is wrong... So expecting some corruption in the interpretation of the information that we receive is inevitable. Understanding that is the key. A partial view is better than no view at all as long as we can take it as partially corrupted with our emotions, thoughts, ideology, but will improve as we receive training, education and experience in this area. Learning this is for our own awareness of ourselves.