Finding how to live your life through the hazy fog of survival..... Some people don't know or will ever know how the pain window works.... Knowing your past programming and being in the present with strength takes time.... At least for me it took time... Realized that releasing programming comes with their emotions, thoughts and actions..... To a neutral state of being the only key to release.... But unfortunately seen as a bit of a robot... Taking apart my programming to see the flaws and strengths within.... Chaos externally was one of the things that you'll need to adapt to cause boy does healing manifest the chaos within.... Attracting and repelling new energies daily.... Healing for me was and still is a way of life.... But now allowing the chaos in seems to manifest in a more healthy direction.... Still honor the energies that help me and have a daily routine of healing but living my life has taken form... It is possible to live through pain and know strength once again....
